I'm gonna ask my injun pals if they cared about that gay pipeline

They'll prolly be like , "huh ?" " that's racist " "idk what that is" ... The main reason that annoyed me so much was actually because Giggles was so on about all this shit when it was happening and she liked this terrible singer for white hippies that can't dance ( he was not white ) and I had to go to it for her birthday . And smudge took me aside and advised me not to pull any shit and to obediently sit through this horrid political reggae sung by that watery light skinned** drip queen oogle . Smudge , who always hated me because of how I told people they could eat amanita mushrooms raw without keeling over dead ( you should sautee them because of your liver. But thing with livers and this kind of thing ... anatomically its not really , " you do something bad for your liver and its damaged now " instead , some things ... your liver handles and its like it's tired and can't filter as well for a while, but you ... probably ?...won't incur damage unless its done repeatedly ( like alcohol ) . If your liver is already tired ( such as you take amanita raw but also are a regular drinker ) then it might be damaged. That's why I said that. I didnt mean " go right ahead " and I was also saying, the ones I did were dried hot enough to oxidize the ibotenic acid ( which is the thing you cook them to destroy , ie oxidize ) ... She was an old crotchety lesbian who's like a peace nazi which I hate . A peace Nazi means uh a hippy* that is overzellus an pedantic and fascistically enforces their naive ideals on others ... I respected her as a krevass member and I was still ultimately aligned with her . And so there was this enmity between us, because I was the poster child bratty gutterpunk, brash and ignorant you could say. But that's my way. And Smudge had the way of it, that would've been the good boyfriend thing to do. It was my cuddly little mamas special day, and I wish I'd done everything to make it perfect for her. But there's no accounting for taste. At the time, I was such a snob that I would be disgusted by shitty music to where I would feel dirty for having secks with someone who likes ICP and The Grateful Dead. And the part that might not be my fault is that I'm unable to hide it, however I feel will be visible on my face . So I went and I tried so hard. But I was probably withdrawing from alcohol a little ( haven't had a whisky in 5 minutes bc we had a fancy dinner ) . The hippies started swaying back and forth like a roadside balloon man and the cunt on the stage was all simba-yo-yo and I my nerves were screaming I've got to get out of here. Maybe I knew that everyone would notice me probably when I vomited from how lame this was and so I got up and walked out which it was a small church style room with people sitting on the floor so that was obvious to everyone that I left ... And it was worse when I tried to come back and be there for my baby but I failed again and had to leave. I went outside and found a guy in a pickup truck with a little cheap vodka and chopped it up with him. And boy did I ever need a drink after this wretched experience. So later I caught an earful from all the women I was outnumbered by ( except for starshine smudges wife she was always a dear so demure and so much different from smudge, who might've been kind of a needy abusive alcoholic , starshine tall, heavy, Renaissance bodied starshine we worked well together I always salivated to plow her, and at the same time too repressed to realize she was sexy ) ... and all because Giggles, anarchist Giggles , had a peacenik streak in her as if this culture anything in this country were salvageable and so she wanted to care about protests and shit. She had a white liberal girl boner, yet she was a homeless orphaned alcoholic slut - all of that being extremely awesome and 100% my type - so at the time it was ... a betrayal of the anarchist , nihilistic values I thought our relationship was agreed upon. Lame I thought. She should know better I thought. Well the girls i like tended to have had a bubbly demeanor, positronic crystal wielding Gaia girls and intellectual but ditzy baka-ko sluts ... So I must have expected to deal with this kind of thing a lot. And THAT, that is the real reason why I was always so dissaproving and anal*** about the pipeline shit with my sister. *specifically rainbow fam but, I suspect this may be heard a certain way now ... Mainly I'm worried about whether its almost an stg thing so I didn't use that word ** light skinned : replaces the impolite "mulatto" . This is what I've notice the blacks around me call a light skinned black man when they describe them, they don't say light skinned black, all light skinned people that aren't white and are of indeterminate ethnicity are called , light skinndid *** somehow anal means uptight even though typically the first thing you do if you know how to take it is to relax ...